打球打到中暑、路上踩到死老鼠、发胶不见、友情崩裂、读书不顺心、生病、发胖、压力及越来越糟的校园生活让我不经怀疑是否犯太岁或已被人诅咒。
随着日子一天一天的过，我也渐渐变得孤僻起来。好想要逃避一切，远离这个地方，到一个没有人认识我的地方过着平静自由的生活。我知道自己以快变成神经质，并在渴望逃避所有的一切。
不知是否是我的错觉，我和人之间的距离越来越远，往日的愉快的沟通如今已不再浮现。每过一日心中那无形的枷锁便仿佛又厚又重了一分。
心情实在是糟透了，一股子气也没地方发泄，只好睡觉去也。
2009年3月25日星期三
黑色星期
她知道了，纸果然是包不住火，虽然顶过了三年。
地点：Zaiton 班
时间：8.25pm
日期： 21、3、09
都要怪那多嘴的朋友及那不修口德的王八老师。被揭穿就被揭穿吧，我也挺光棍的 =.=''
心情很复杂，很难也不想解释。
P.S.下课后在楼梯间巧遇，第一次她竟然对我微笑！（虽然感觉有点像在看小丑似的....），结果我“害羞”的跑了............... 唉........
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又过了两天，
地点： Patrick 班
时间 ：7.50pm
日期： 23、3、09
朋友说我进班时她在望着我，心里偷偷地在开心只不过过了一会就被毁了。
自小就接受华文教育的我，英文本来就不好，结果被老师批评了一顿，真是失败。
尤其是在她面前出丑，霎那间觉得世界变得好灰暗，心情超不爽的。
我要进补英文！！！
2009年3月17日星期二
SPM & 亚细安
SPM放榜，有人欢喜有人愁。我学长成绩都不错，据我朋友说 SAB 全科A的高达40+人。
感叹过后带来的只有无穷无尽的压力。
唉，时不待人，如今3月，脑袋还是一片空，刚从学校的讲座回来，发现太多东西都还没搞懂更要命的是那半吊子的Akaun。苦啊苦啊.............. 人生就是那般的无奈，太多事物由不得我们来决定，换个角度，我们也只是被困在地球的一群可怜生物罢了，更本逃不了生老病死这四个沉重的枷锁。
罢了罢了.....
*P.S: 亚细安奖学金的网址：http://www.moe.gov.sg/education/scholarships/asean , 有兴趣的可以试试看，反正有没设么损失。
人生题
如果有一天有人向你提出给你机会，把你冷冻起来并在700年后开封，你愿意吗？
今天无意更朋友谈起这个话题，后来才惊讶地发现我是愿意的。人生苦短，匆匆几十年间我们能看到得到或领悟到什么？
光阴似箭，十七年的岁月如水，可是自降生到这世界以来，我感觉到很空虚，仿佛什么都没有做到。很久以前我便想过这个话题，“人是否为了某些目的而诞生的？”我并不认为成为百万富翁亦或是成为首相便是达到了人生的目标。
不知他人想法可是对我来说，有时我会特别的想去了解世间所有人们甚至动物们的思想与感受，逼切的想融入他人的世界以了解我对这世界的认知。毕竟我们只是那无尽冰山的一角罢了
钱、权、势既然不是人的使命那么我们又是为何而活？人类难道真的得一辈子过这种毫无目标，苦等死亡的日子吗？
我很想得到答案，不过或许我一辈子也无法完成，若我有无数的岁月和时间，我毕会踏上追逐真理，寻找破解世界万迷的答案。
2009年2月4日星期三
2009年1月27日星期二
2009年1月23日星期五
2008年12月13日星期六
2008年11月11日星期二
Installation day for IT Brigade
LOLZ!
Installation for IT Brigade was held last Monday. All of us are require to wear blazer with long sleeves -- damn hot. Actually i was not agree with my chairman to held the installation this year because it was too late and the form3 members had already on holiday. It was quite bad to call someone on holiday to came school just for a installation right?
I had only joined IT Brigade April this year. Starting of the year i am totally a noob in computer and actually do not know anything much about computer. My friend, chia way had become my teacher and taught me alot of things. Now, i believed that i am outstanding among the students in my school and was more confidence in solving any pc error no matter in hardware or software. (I would love to help you if you face problem with your pc. :D)
The installation ceremony was simple, members was given a badge from our school principal Mr. Wong while the EXCO was given a special nametag. Assistant Treasurer, the post i hold in the IT Brigade board, a small post but still one of the EXCO member. Actually, deeply in my heart i knew that it was not the post that i always wanted. I was expecting a better post maybe?
My shirt was just brought on Sunday night, it was rush. I only got the news about installation on thursday and was actually quite hard to find time to ask my parents to buy me a shirt as they had to work too. My shirt came with plits which was actually illegal, i had to carefully ran away or hide from the prefect in my school so that they wouldn't had chance to catch me. (=.=') My sister laugh at me when she saw me wearing a blazer, she said i was too short. T.T
Installation for IT Brigade was held last Monday. All of us are require to wear blazer with long sleeves -- damn hot. Actually i was not agree with my chairman to held the installation this year because it was too late and the form3 members had already on holiday. It was quite bad to call someone on holiday to came school just for a installation right?
I had only joined IT Brigade April this year. Starting of the year i am totally a noob in computer and actually do not know anything much about computer. My friend, chia way had become my teacher and taught me alot of things. Now, i believed that i am outstanding among the students in my school and was more confidence in solving any pc error no matter in hardware or software. (I would love to help you if you face problem with your pc. :D)
The installation ceremony was simple, members was given a badge from our school principal Mr. Wong while the EXCO was given a special nametag. Assistant Treasurer, the post i hold in the IT Brigade board, a small post but still one of the EXCO member. Actually, deeply in my heart i knew that it was not the post that i always wanted. I was expecting a better post maybe?
My shirt was just brought on Sunday night, it was rush. I only got the news about installation on thursday and was actually quite hard to find time to ask my parents to buy me a shirt as they had to work too. My shirt came with plits which was actually illegal, i had to carefully ran away or hide from the prefect in my school so that they wouldn't had chance to catch me. (=.=') My sister laugh at me when she saw me wearing a blazer, she said i was too short. T.T
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